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title: 'Half a million YouTube views may be fake internet points, but it still feels like a small win'
date: '2025-04-14T20:00:03-07:00'
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# Half a million YouTube views may be fake internet points, but it still feels like a small win

Back in the before times, I had the opportunity to take the stage for [TEDxPortland](https://www.tedxportland.com/) during the “[Bridges](https://www.tedxportland.com/year/8)” class of speakers. I was honored and humbled. But I was also super nervous. TEDxPortland was among the top 3 TEDx events, worldwide. I realized how much this opportunity meant. And I wanted to make the most of it.

So I spent a bunch of time preparing. Again and again and again. I got lots of help from many kind and smart people. And I practiced and practiced and practiced.

Then, I finally took the stage in front of a sold out Keller Auditorium audience. I still stumbled and screwed up a few times. But with that out of the way early, I managed to get into a bit of a flow. Not great. But not completely awful either.

By the time I reached the end of my time, I had managed to spit out the primary points I had taken the stage to share. So I hustled off stage to go hide and calm down. The rest of the day was a blur. And that was that.

Now I had to wait for the video to be posted. So that I could get a chance to see how it actually went. And so I could critique my own presentation the same way I’ve critiqued hundreds of other people’s. And when it did, I saw every single flaw and misstep. Every stumble. But I also saw a few moments of me doing okay-ish, too.

Little did I know that years later, that video would go on garner more than 500,000 views on YouTube. (I swear they’re not all me.)

Now, I realize that there are thousand of YouTube types who get 500k views in a matter of minutes these days. [But I’m not one of them](https://youtube.com/@turoczy_). So I just wanted to take a moment to celebrate hitting this milestone. It’s a small win. But a win, nonetheless.





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